I just need to say this....

Man, I haven't posted on here in what seems like forever, nor have I on my own blog. There's just not enough time in a day to do the things I want to do!

Anyways, I just wanted to thank you all on behalf of Noah and myself for your support and condolences and kind words in the past month and a half. Words cannot express our gratitude! To contradict my statement above, time seems as if it is standing still. Since Mike's accident, it has felt like one big, long , foggy day. I feel like I am standing still and everything, everyone...the whole world is moving right past me. It's a weird feeling.

My son is a trooper. He has taken this better than any one of us. He is seven years old and his understanding capabilities are much greater than that of a 31 year old. It's amazing. I thank God DAILY for conforting my son and keeping him strong. there's no doubt in my heart that I have God to thank for that! Can I get an AMEN?

Life is short. Much, much shorter than I imagined it would be for Noah's daddy. It makes me stop and think about how I often take things and even people for granted. It makes me stop and think...period. We take for granted the present day that we are given. I know I have in the past. But now I have learned to live for today. It is hard, let me be the first to say that. Some days I don't even want to get up out of the bed. Some days I don't even want to go on. Yes, some days are harder than others. I have to push those thoughts away and get up and carry on. I have so many things to live for, number one being my son. Besides, I know that God's not finished with me just yet.

Okay, I think I digressed a little....

What I really want to say is this: I love and appreciate each and every one of you. Thank you for being a part of my life.

And now that I have gotten all emotional, can someone bring me a Kleenex???

Love ~n~ Hugs,
Sandy